<previous August 19 2004 - 01 Malibu, Californianext>

Life has been a little rough these days, and yet rewarding.

Doing animation... and I think any art for that matter, requires a leap a faith. It never feels, starting it, that it is ever going to get done. I think animation has one of the longest leaps of any art form. It takes a lot of build up before you start seeing any fruition. There are longer I am sure, but animation also has so many puzzle pieces that have to fall in place and starting it usually requires throwing them into the air and watching them fall. I am a supervisor(one of three)on an in house short that Blur is doing and right now all the puzzle pieces have been thrown into the air, reached their height and have begun to fall. All eyes are on the table waiting for the first piece to land.

This picture brought a smile to my face, seeming oddly two-fold appropriate. Photography is something that relaxes me and brings me back to my roots. It has a much shorter (at least most of the time) leap of faith... that is usually the struggle to get up earlier enough or late enough to be at the right place at the right time for the shot. All that coupled with a recent visit to the doctor where my blood pressure was high and better diet was suggested, makes me smile at the broccoli-esqe tree in the photograph.

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<previous August 11 2004 - 01 Malibu, Californianext>

The other day I parked my car. Out my front window I saw a woman standing on the sidewalk staring in the shadowy area underneath some trees growing between a fence and the sidewalk. She seemed to be anticipating something or at least her posture suggested it. Her arms were slightly raised in front of her and slowly gesturing, acting out whatever she was thinking of doing next. When my eyes had adjusted I noticed what looked like a black duffel bag in the shadows of the trees several feet from the sidewalk. There was a crow standing beside it eyeing the woman. She made a "shooing" motion and the crow hopped back a few steps. She faltered for a moment there unsure of what to do next.

I opened my door and started to get out to help assuming that she was trying to get her bag and was scared of the crow. But as I watched she stepped off the sidewalk and walked to the bag. The crow stood in place, its head cocking every which way to see what was happening. Just as the woman's hand grabbed the handle of the bag and began to lift it, the crow made a mad dash for the woman and her bag. It alarmed me a little. With a swift jump it leapt into an open flap on the side of the bag I hadn't noticed.

Now I could see. There were vented areas on the top of the duffel. It wasn't a bag, it was a cloth folding animal carrier. The woman slowly put the bag back down and scooped the bird out. With a one handed swooping motion she made him scurry back a few steps. She zipped up the bag, stood up covering her face with her hand and hurriedly walked backed to the sidewalk and away.

The bird hopped toward her a few steps and then watched her leave. He stood there quietly for a moment not responding to any of the other crows in the area. His stillness made him stand out from their constant movement. Then with a burst he flew off.

I wondered, still sitting there in my car, if he was off to a new life or to find the lady that had set him free.

Not that the story has anything to do with the picture... : ) It just was an interesting scene I was there to witness. I wondered how many little dramas go on in a city like Los Angeles in a day. It also made me think of every "pet" I had let go. I was that kind of child, bringing home hurt animals, to my mother's horror, and trying to nurse it back to health. I empathized with that woman, for that letting go is a torn experience... It meant you successfully helped another animal which was rare, but more than likely you had become attached to it as well.

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<previous March 26 2004 - 02 Malibu, CAnext>
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<previous March 26 2004 - 01 Malibu, CAnext>

When the sun set in Malibu it was bright red. It shot a harsh warm line as it went behind the hills.

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<previous March 22 2004 - 01 Malibu, CAnext>

I liked the texture of everything I was shooting that morning. This is from the same Malibu camping trip last year as a few of my other posts. It was early so everything was a little damp, and yet it still had the abrasive harsh quality of the desert.

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<previous October 28 2003 - 01 Malibu, CAnext>

A beetle in Malibu.

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<previous October 21 2003 - 01 Malibu, CAnext>

A month in the making, I call it "Bottle at Camp". ;)

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<previous September 04 2003 - 01 Camping in Malibu in CAnext>
The moon shows a bit before disappearing at sunrise. I was freezing my butt off when I took this shot, hard to keep the camera steady. It was the first one I took after waking up early in camp and heading off. Fifteen minutes later I was too hot. : ) If you look closely at the back hills, you can see two layers of them, one a little bluer.
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<previous September 02 2003 - 01 Camping in Malibu in CAnext>
The view as I climbed up the hillside at dawn in Malibu.
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<previous August 27 2003 - 01 Camping in Malibu in CAnext>
"... in Wildness is the preservation of the World. Every tree sends its fibers forth in search of the Wild. The cities import it at any price. Men plow and sail for it. From the forest and wilderness come the tonics and barks which brace mankind..."

- Henry David Thoreau

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<previous August 25 2003 - 01 Camping in Malibu in CAnext>
Sorry I haven't posted in a bit. I was giving forgottengrain a little bit of a makeover (or makeunder depending on how you look at it). I haven't been happy with the bad wrap that any horizontal pic was getting on my site. I found myself far too often trying to make a vertical composition out of an already beautiful horizontal one just because I want a nice big pic for my post. While I sometimes appreciate being given challenges like that, I found it pushing me away from my instincts. I also wanted to simplify things so that the current post was given center stage as it were. Now both the screen resolution deprived and the detail dependent can enjoy the site equally well. You get a small pic when you come to the site, but all the new posts here on in will have resizable pictures. At any rate, enough with the techno babble... we went camping up in Malibu for a night with two of our friends. Caught this pic as I raced down the road to catch some sunlight.
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<previous July 15 2003 - 01 next>

Some flowers from the Malibu hike a couple weekends back.

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<previous July 11 2003 - 01 next>

"I learned this, at least, by my experiment; that if one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours." - Thoreau from Walden

I accidentally did this to one of my pictures while trying to recover it from being well under exposed. It reminded me of ink drawings I used to do when I just got into college. In fact I would mistake it for one if I didn't know better. It gave me an urge to dig out my old sketch books. I found myself looking at how far I had come since then. In a ten year old notebook I had written several quotes from Andreas Deja that I had heard from a documentary on the making of the Little Mermaid. Funny that he was at my work just a couple of weeks ago giving the animators tips.

I could never afford a camera back then. I drew everything, which was an adventure in itself, but once in a while I wish I could go back and hand that me a camera just to see what pictures he would take. I wonder what I would think of my pictures from now back then.

I would venture to guess that I would be really excited by what I have managed to do and equally disappointed that I wasn't out photographing right now and every moment.

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<previous July 04 2003 - 01 next>

We went hiking in Malibu's hills again last weekend. Ocala had her first run in with a rattle snake. Quite a new experience for her. She spotted it right before I step on it. After a bit of hissing and rattling it left us in peace. (Its not in the pic, incase you're lookin) : )

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<previous May 02 2003 - 01 next>

It was an overcast day, so I don't think the photos turned out so well, but I did like this shot of all the birds in flight. No birds were harmed or photoshop-ed in during the making of this shot. : )

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<previous May 01 2003 - 01 next>

Ocala and I wandered out into the mountains near Malibu today. It was good to get away from the rush of things.

And then down to the beach to watch the surfers and scare the birds. :)

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