<previous March 01 2009 - 01 Petaluma, Californianext>
Another morning shot, down by the river, near all the restaurants. There is a nice bend in the river there that I though was interesting. That area reminds me somewhat of Aestoria, WA.
tags: ( &bull california &bull morning &bull petaluma )

<previous February 16 2009 - 01 Sonoma, Californianext>
Grabbed this a couple of days ago, in Sonoma wine country early in the morning during a heavy rain.
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<previous February 15 2009 - 01 Petaluma, Californianext>
Another shot from yesterday morning, just south of petaluma on Lakeville highway.
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<previous February 14 2009 - 01 Sonoma County, Californianext>
A shot from early this morning during a light rain.
tags: ( &bull california &bull morning &bull petaluma &bull sonoma )

<previous February 03 2009 - 01 Petaluma, CAnext>
Early morning down by the river at a local factory.
tags: ( &bull architecture &bull california &bull petaluma )

<previous February 01 2009 - 01 Petaluma, CAnext>
Another shot from yesterday morning as I walked around downtown.
tags: ( &bull architecture &bull california &bull petaluma )

<previous January 31 2009 - 01 Petaluma, CAnext>
A shot from this morning on a early walk, before the fog burned off.
tags: ( &bull architecture &bull california &bull petaluma )

<previous October 29 2008 - 01 San Rafael, CAnext>
I always find the north bay very interesting. Its cool being back in this area. Its a really unique landscape. It has the golden hills of San Jose, but also large flat valleys where the bay seeps in.

This image is from a year ago, when I was waiting for my car to get fixed. There are a set of small walkways to the powerline towers out in the swampy areas of the bay. This one didn't have any gates. So we walked out to a couple of the towers and I snapped this shot trying to frame the scene.

tags: ( &bull california &bull favorite &bull marin )

<previous October 26 2008 - 01 Between Santa Cruz and San Francisco, CA along hwy 101next>
Took this the day before I started at the Orphanage while traveling along the 101 highway. The dramatic clouds are what caught my eye and I walked along the landscape trying to find the right framing for the shot.
tags: ( &bull california &bull favorite &bull waterfront )

<previous August 17 2008 - 01 San Francisconext>
This is a shot from the day I first interviewed at the Orphanage. After the interview I wandered around the Presidio in San Francisco and took this shot just as it started to rain. This was actually a much wider shot. I was standing under a bridge to keep from getting wet. I just liked something about the small group of trees that seemed so isolated from everything else. So I cropped in on them.
tags: ( &bull california &bull presidio &bull san_francisco )

<previous October 17 2007 - 01 Tiburon, CAnext>
I saw this guy meandering around in the rocks. He stopped perched on this rock and was just tall enough to catch the light as the sun was setting.
tags: ( &bull birds &bull california &bull tiburon &bull waterfront )

<previous October 16 2007 - 01 San Diego, CAnext>
I shot this of the edge of a house boat, a bunch of us stayed in during ComicCon. The sun was setting and I wanted to catch the light reflected in the canal.
tags: ( &bull architecture &bull california &bull san_diego &bull waterfront )

<previous October 15 2007 - 01 Corde Madera, CAnext>
While waiting for my car brakes to get done, we wandered around Corde Madera near the waterfront. We saw this duck trudging its was through the mud. It wasn't hurt, but yet it didn't fly in favor of walking. You could hear its feet splat in the mud step by step.
tags: ( &bull birds &bull california &bull cordemadera &bull favorite &bull waterfront )

<previous October 14 2007 - 01 Tiburon, CAnext>
I took this while waiting for the ferry down in Tiburon. The light was just disappearing over the hills. That one interesting thing about Marin, the light near sunset gets cropped in interesting ways as the sun goes over the hills.
tags: ( &bull california &bull favorite &bull tiburon &bull waterfront )

<previous September 25 2007 - 01 Terra Linda, CAnext>
A shot with my new 45mm Tilt and Shift lens. The minature affect is easy to achieve by tilting the focal plane. The curious thing is how much interest people pay to all the details when viewing them like this.
tags: ( &bull architecture &bull california &bull marin &bull terra_linda &bull tilt_and_shift )

<previous July 15 2006 - 01 Somewhere over Californianext>
After an extended impromptu sabbatical, I thought I would get back to posting. A lot has happened over the past 6 or 7 months. We finished "the Host" and it is coming out it in Korea this month around the 27th and in the US around February of next year. My car died and I got a new one. We got a new spiffy place. Its the first time Ocala and I have ever moved just to get a better place. We are pretty happy about it. I am back up to two cats. I found "Arrow" scared out of his mind in the back parking lot of our apartment complex. Ocala and I both started feeding him and then the next day took him in.

I am also working fulltime at the Orphanage (the fx house I have been at), where I had been a contract employee. Life is still as hectic as every though unfortunately. I decided I need to get back to the things that keep me sane ... so he we go.

This is another shot in a group where the lighting was just really nice on the clouds and I liked what the polarization of the airplane window was doing to the shot.

tags: ( &bull california &bull clouds )

<previous May 25 2005 - 01 San Francisco, CAnext>
This is another shot from a day when I wandered around while work was having a power outage. Its a favorite photo of mine. There is just something about it that is appealing. With the sunset just around the corner, it seems like a quite place away from the action and the contrast between the strong hues of the sky and light and the subtle ones of the buildings is something I wish was in more of my work.
tags: ( &bull architecture &bull california &bull city &bull san_francisco )

<previous May 12 2005 - 01 In the Presidio, San Francisco, CAnext>
After a brief break I am back to work. My car got broken into last month. I have spent the past month on a journey of getting my car back to the shape it was in before the break in.

I thought I would be safe with a $60 radio, who would want to steal that right? Considering the money I have had to spend repairing the window, door, and dash board... my next radio will the taken out and left in the passenger seat ready to go with the doors unlocked. : )

On the upside though I paid off the car a couple of months ago and its now all mine. I have taken the opportunity (since I have been running around to mechanics and dealers for parts) to get the car some much needed attention. It is a freeing feeling to have that debt off my hands.

I lived for several years as an adult without a car. I recommend it to everyone to do at some point. It makes you realize how silly the whole culture surrounding them is and it makes you appreciate the car you have all the more. I always remember one day years ago when I was eating lunch in, at the job I had at the time, and one of my co-workers who had always made his hatred of the car pool lane known, went into a big "its my right as an American to have a comfortable and quick drive to work and drive my car where ever I please" speech.

tags: ( &bull california &bull presidio &bull san_francisco )

<previous April 29 2005 - 01 Judah Street, San Francisco, CAnext>
I had a chance when work had a power outage to take off early and snap some shots of San Francisco. I diverged from my usually path home, parked and walked Judah Street 33 blocks down to the ocean.
tags: ( &bull architecture &bull california &bull city &bull judah &bull san_francisco )

<previous April 02 2005 - 01 San Diego Zoo, San Diego, CAnext>
The Monterey Bay Aquarium released the great white that they have been caring for the past 6 months. I have been listening to NPR a lot on my drive into work and they just had a panel discussion on the subject a few days before with biologists from the aquarium as well as a shark field researcher against the captivity of this animal. Its funny that while I agreed with almost everything the field researcher said, his lack of tact and his hostility toward the other scientists put me off. It was hard to tell if he cared more for the animal or being right. In the end he should be happy, it only took a couple of days after his remarks for the shark to be released.

The debate made me think of elephants I had seen at the San Diego Zoo. As much as I admire the work that the zoo keepers and biologists do, you can't look at the elephants walking in circles or standing in place, rocking back and forth, and wonder if they wouldn't be better off in the wild.

tags: ( &bull california &bull san_diego &bull zoo )

<previous March 28 2005 - 01 Along Hwy 1 North of Santa Cruznext>
This is a shot I took on the last day of my vacation. Work has kept me pretty busy. The hours aren't bad but the commute adds 2-3 hrs a day depending on how much I am willing to break the laws of physics. There is a lot of beautiful stuff along the drive, I have been tempted to stop everyday and take shots but always find myself in a rush.

This particular view isn't along my drive but rather along the coast on the drive between Santa Cruz and San Francisco. It was a beautiful day that was constantly being chased by huge storms coming off the ocean.

tags: ( &bull california &bull favorite &bull santa_cruz )

<previous February 10 2005 - 01 Sunnyvale, CAnext>
We went drove down to LA last weekend and stayed with one of Ocala's Aunts and her boyfriend. Ocala's sister recently moved to LA and is staying in a RV in the driveway. All in all, she is getting an interesting/authentic experience of California. In addition to having a mountain view out the windows of the RV, the house and property were once owned by an older couple who had a fondness for birds. In fact, half the property is occupied by various kinds of bird cages and wild peacocks now roam about. There were also several orphaned flights of overgrown stairs that seem like they once lead you to beautiful gardens. I was lucky enough to get a shot with both the stairs and a peacock.

This male had just finished his courtship dance and was moving off. An interesting thing to note is that the display is not only visual but also auditory. When he fluttered his feathers it made a sound that was a cross between a hum and an alarmed rattlesnake. Its too bad the property is rented and going to be leveled to build condos at some point this year.

On a site management note... I have decided to screen comments to before they appear on the site.. not to censor anyone's opinion, but to guard against comment-spamming.. this site keeps getting filled up with it. After trying several php security measures I am going with the screening process. I feel bad that people won't see their posts up right away, but its that or have them surrounded by junk mail. :( Please don't let it discourage you from giving feedback, I appreciate it immensely.

tags: ( &bull birds &bull california &bull peacock &bull sunnyvale )

<previous February 07 2005 - 01 Along the California Coastline Between Santa Cruz and San Francisconext>
A couple of weeks ago, Blur got an Oscar nomination for its short Gopher Broke. It couldn't have happened to a better group of people and here's hoping they take home a little golden statue. Even if they don't, the nomination should do a lot for them.

As for me I have started at a company called "the Orphanage" in San Francisco. The commute has been quite long, somewhere between one and two hours each way. I am hoping I can start taking the train as I am worried my car won't last long putting 100+ miles on it everyday.

In other news, this site has been enduring a constant comment-spam attack. It pisses me off. I end up having to erase tons of bogus comments everyday. Its so stupid that people would be that disrespectful as to abuse such things.

tags: ( &bull california &bull santa_cruz )

<previous January 20 2005 - 01 Big Basin Redwood Parknext>
One of the interesting things about Big Basin is that the woods were so shaded and saturated that the sunlit areas were steaming. As I first got out of the car I saw wisps of steam coming up from the parking lot and took a bunch of pictures thinking it was a one time thing. I laughed when I realized it was happening all over the place.
tags: ( &bull big_basin &bull california &bull redwood )

<previous January 16 2005 - 01 San Francisco, CAnext>
We took the BART and the MUNI, parts of San Francisco's train system, to go see a art show at Giant Robot. It was made up of a variety of artists all doing work based on the theme of "tree". As with every trip to a Giant Robot store, there were lots of magazines/figures I wanted to buy. Unlike usual, I managed to resist as I am dirt poor until work starts.
tags: ( &bull bart &bull california &bull favorite &bull judah &bull san_francisco )

<previous January 05 2005 - 01 Between LA and San Jose, CAnext>
Now for something a little warmer. I took this a couple of weeks ago on the way back from LA. I was looking through my pictures while I was in Minneapolis.. and this one reminded me of the warm California that I was eager to get back to.
tags: ( &bull california &bull san_jose )

<previous December 14 2004 - 01 Sea World, San Diego, CAnext>
I went to the premiere screening of the new "Aliens of the Deep" IMAX film. It's a documentary about studying deep sea life in order to understand the possibilities of what life might be like else where in the universe. It was a unique experience to be in a room filled with filmmakers and scientists who worked on the film. Everytime one of the deep sea crew appeared on screen there were cheers. It was all introduced by the directors, James Cameron and Steven Quale. You could hear Quale choke up a bit as he thanked everyone in the room for their parts in the film.

To see your own work on screen is really something. Its one of those things that... once its happened you just want it to happen more. I worked on a sequence which was called the "jovian flyby" during production where we move around the moons of Jupiter. Blur's crew on it was great. It was a very calm and relaxed job.

Its funny... there is a lot of press out right now about the stuff I have done over the past year. It seems like it hit all at once. Its all kind of strange, really. Its like reliving the past year over again.

If you're curious as to what I worked on.. there is Blur's short called "In the Rough" about a caveman who finds life "rough" on his own.

tags: ( &bull california &bull san_diego &bull sea_life &bull sea_world )

<previous December 09 2004 - 01 Presidio, San Francisco, CAnext>

My free days are winding down. It amazing how fast time can go by. I think I will try and spend the last few days hiking and photographing things. I did a lot less of that than I wanted to the past 6 months.

tags: ( &bull california &bull presidio &bull rain &bull san_francisco )

<previous December 08 2004 - 01 Presidio, San Francisco, CAnext>

While waiting for an interview today I wondered around the Presidio in San Francisco. This picture is from underneath the 101 before it goes up the the Golden Gate Bridge. The ground was slanted and a path had formed on the side of the hill. When I looked at it closely I saw that the feet that made it were tiny. Pigeons had made it. Further on down the path I encountered a group of pigeons moving in single file down the path. We all moved by each other quietly. It reminded me of how people act when you pass by them while hiking, eyeing you carefully and then nodding in acknowledgement.

tags: ( &bull architecture &bull bridge &bull california &bull favorite &bull hwy_101 &bull presidio &bull san_francisco )

<previous December 03 2004 - 01 San Jose, CAnext>

One of the first things I noticed about this area after I drove up the first time was how dramatic the leaves were changing color. I had missed fall living in LA.

tags: ( &bull california &bull san_jose &bull trees )

<previous November 29 2004 - 01 Vista Point, Near the Golden Gate Bridge, San Francisco, CAnext>

A few weekends ago my friend Leo came to visit and we went across the Golden Gate Bridge. The next day, Leo, Nathan, Kerrie, Ocala and I explored the area around there. Fort Point was really interesting. Unfortunately I didn't have my camera, I know I know... you're shocked. : )

tags: ( &bull california &bull san_francisco &bull waterfront )

<previous October 04 2004 - 01 South of Bakersfield, CAnext>

On a side road driving between cotton fields made me wonder if these are the fields of Southern California that Jack Kerouac wrote about. I introduced my car, unaccustomed to uncivilized travel, to gravel roads, real pot holes and no roads at all. I would be lying if I said I didn't let if fishtale a little on purpose, what else are gravel roads for? : )

tags: ( &bull california )

<previous October 01 2004 - 01 Just North of Bakersfield, CAnext>

Another shot I took on the way back to LA from San Jose. I took this two days before this area felt a 6.0 earthquake.

tags: ( &bull california )

<previous September 28 2004 - 01 Somewhere in Northern Californianext>

Just a quick post.. Recovering from working a month solid on one of Blur's two new shorts. I took a short break over the weekend to drive Ocala up to San Jose and snapped some pictures on the way back. This was taken along the shoreline of a lake above a dam near the highway.

tags: ( &bull california )

<previous August 19 2004 - 01 Malibu, Californianext>

Life has been a little rough these days, and yet rewarding.

Doing animation... and I think any art for that matter, requires a leap a faith. It never feels, starting it, that it is ever going to get done. I think animation has one of the longest leaps of any art form. It takes a lot of build up before you start seeing any fruition. There are longer I am sure, but animation also has so many puzzle pieces that have to fall in place and starting it usually requires throwing them into the air and watching them fall. I am a supervisor(one of three)on an in house short that Blur is doing and right now all the puzzle pieces have been thrown into the air, reached their height and have begun to fall. All eyes are on the table waiting for the first piece to land.

This picture brought a smile to my face, seeming oddly two-fold appropriate. Photography is something that relaxes me and brings me back to my roots. It has a much shorter (at least most of the time) leap of faith... that is usually the struggle to get up earlier enough or late enough to be at the right place at the right time for the shot. All that coupled with a recent visit to the doctor where my blood pressure was high and better diet was suggested, makes me smile at the broccoli-esqe tree in the photograph.

tags: ( &bull california &bull malibu &bull trees )

<previous August 12 2004 - 02 Henry Fonda Theatre, West Hollywood, Californianext>

They hired lots of dancing ladies and Crystal Method to add the spice. All in All it was fun. They were nice to do it for us. They try really hard to make us all the cool kids in the computer graphics community. I myself will resist cool to the bitter end, or at least thats what I am told. : )

tags: ( &bull blur &bull california &bull hollywood )

<previous August 12 2004 - 01 Henry Fonda Theatre, West Hollywood, Californianext>

Blur (my employer) sure knows how to throw an Aquabash (thats what they called the party). We had our Siggraph party and it went well. Siggraph is a computer graphics conference where we all put on our geek hats (some of us can't seem go anywhere without them) and talk about animation and computers. It is common practice for companies to throw parties in order to schmooze.

tags: ( &bull blur &bull california &bull hollywood )

<previous August 11 2004 - 01 Malibu, Californianext>

The other day I parked my car. Out my front window I saw a woman standing on the sidewalk staring in the shadowy area underneath some trees growing between a fence and the sidewalk. She seemed to be anticipating something or at least her posture suggested it. Her arms were slightly raised in front of her and slowly gesturing, acting out whatever she was thinking of doing next. When my eyes had adjusted I noticed what looked like a black duffel bag in the shadows of the trees several feet from the sidewalk. There was a crow standing beside it eyeing the woman. She made a "shooing" motion and the crow hopped back a few steps. She faltered for a moment there unsure of what to do next.

I opened my door and started to get out to help assuming that she was trying to get her bag and was scared of the crow. But as I watched she stepped off the sidewalk and walked to the bag. The crow stood in place, its head cocking every which way to see what was happening. Just as the woman's hand grabbed the handle of the bag and began to lift it, the crow made a mad dash for the woman and her bag. It alarmed me a little. With a swift jump it leapt into an open flap on the side of the bag I hadn't noticed.

Now I could see. There were vented areas on the top of the duffel. It wasn't a bag, it was a cloth folding animal carrier. The woman slowly put the bag back down and scooped the bird out. With a one handed swooping motion she made him scurry back a few steps. She zipped up the bag, stood up covering her face with her hand and hurriedly walked backed to the sidewalk and away.

The bird hopped toward her a few steps and then watched her leave. He stood there quietly for a moment not responding to any of the other crows in the area. His stillness made him stand out from their constant movement. Then with a burst he flew off.

I wondered, still sitting there in my car, if he was off to a new life or to find the lady that had set him free.

Not that the story has anything to do with the picture... : ) It just was an interesting scene I was there to witness. I wondered how many little dramas go on in a city like Los Angeles in a day. It also made me think of every "pet" I had let go. I was that kind of child, bringing home hurt animals, to my mother's horror, and trying to nurse it back to health. I empathized with that woman, for that letting go is a torn experience... It meant you successfully helped another animal which was rare, but more than likely you had become attached to it as well.

tags: ( &bull california &bull malibu )

<previous July 20 2004 - 01 California Science Museum, Los Angeles, CAnext>

This weekend Ocala, Sierra (Ocala's sister) and I went to the California Science Museum to see the Body Worlds display. It was a display of actual human corpses preserved through a process known as plastination.

Its funny, people talking often seemed to relate more to artificial hip joints and aorta replacements more than the bodies themselves. I think maybe it was in part due to the level of detachment you had to have while viewing the exhibit. All in all, it was interesting, if morbid.

You weren't allowed to take pictures in the exhibit. I took this picture of the area outside the building. It reminded me of Aughra's observatory from the Dark Crystal.

tags: ( &bull architecture &bull california &bull los_angeles )

<previous July 15 2004 - 01 Sea World, San Diego, CAnext>

This is another shot from when we went to Sea World on my birthday. The dolphins were practicing for their show, rather enthusiastically I might add.

tags: ( &bull california &bull san_diego &bull sea_world )

<previous July 13 2004 - 01 Sea World, San Diego, CAnext>

This picture felt appropriate after not posting for so long. Get it?... I am sticking my head above water again... heh heh.. ok.. it seemed funny at the time.

My computer has been broke for the past month. I just got it back last week and it still is causing problems. : ( But hopefully I can get back to posting pics. I have missed doing it. Its hard to feel like I am getting anywhere if I am not building on this little collection of mine. You might find it funny, but when I get those sudden thoughts of how fast the years are now going by and that I feel like I haven't gotten anywhere or accomplished anything... I think of all the photos I have put up here over the past few years and sigh content. It makes the artist in me feel good.

tags: ( &bull california &bull san_diego &bull sea_world )

<previous June 03 2004 - 01 Salton Sea, CAnext>

My friend Leo and I headed up a large hill to the east of our camp site (and away from the smelly lake). As we got near the top of the hill we saw a fence with a warning sign. Thinking it might say something cool like "Warning: Here, there be Aliens" or something similar, we both headed for it. As it turned out, it read "Warning: Raw Sewage"... Ironically the area was empty and didn't smell at all. I figure it must have escaped to the lake.

We crossed these tracks on the way up the hill.

tags: ( &bull california &bull salton_sea &bull tracks )

<previous June 02 2004 - 02 Salton Sea, CAnext>

But with friends and fresh air, good times were had by all, in spite of the smells. The smell didn't bother the pictures. I should start work on a scratch and sniff website.

tags: ( &bull california &bull salton_sea )

<previous June 02 2004 - 01 Salton Sea, CAnext>

I went camping over the memorial day weekend. We went to the Salton Sea. Its evidently California's largest lake. It is also one of the smelliest.

tags: ( &bull california &bull salton_sea &bull waterfront )

<previous May 23 2004 - 01 Sea World, San Diegonext>

I thought that the star fish and the rocks in the tide pool display that they were on all had an interesting texture to them.

tags: ( &bull california &bull san_diego &bull sea_world )

<previous May 21 2004 - 01 Sea World, San Diegonext>

This was an interesting display of baby sharks in little incubation sacks. They were all quietly squirming their way to adulthood.

tags: ( &bull california &bull san_diego &bull sea_world )

<previous March 26 2004 - 02 Malibu, CAnext>
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<previous March 26 2004 - 01 Malibu, CAnext>

When the sun set in Malibu it was bright red. It shot a harsh warm line as it went behind the hills.

tags: ( &bull california &bull malibu )

<previous March 22 2004 - 01 Malibu, CAnext>

I liked the texture of everything I was shooting that morning. This is from the same Malibu camping trip last year as a few of my other posts. It was early so everything was a little damp, and yet it still had the abrasive harsh quality of the desert.

tags: ( &bull california &bull malibu )

<previous March 21 2004 - 01 My Apartment, Santa Monica, CAnext>
tags: ( &bull california &bull santa_monica )

<previous March 18 2004 - 01 Blur Front Lobby, Venice, CAnext>

I took this on a break as I was heading out the front door. The tinted glass gave the grass behind it an abstract quality I liked. Well maybe abstract isn't the best word... it felt like a screen print to me, at least near the upper portions of the image. The silhouetted grass in the upper blue part is my favorite part of the image.

tags: ( &bull blur &bull california &bull venice )

<previous March 14 2004 - 01 Middle of California Somewherenext>

A snap shot from the car on the way back from somewhere.

tags: ( &bull california )

<previous March 10 2004 - 01 Sea World, San Diego, CAnext>

Its only three more weeks until freedom. There is always this part of me... it reminds me of owning a dog.. I have to take it for a walk once in a while. : )

Not that it has anything to do with this fish. For some reason it just seemed like the next picture to post after the smoke stacks. I guess it kind of resembles the picture I took of fish in the ditch where I grew up which was in sight of the smoke stack of the power plant.

tags: ( &bull california &bull favorite &bull san_diego &bull sea_world )

<previous February 04 2004 - 02 Sea World - San Diego, CAnext>

Its funny, but turning 30 seems a lot younger to me than turning 27 did. I guess it is because it is about the beginning of a decade rather than the end of one. I find myself setting goals of what I want to accomplish in the next ten years and they seem a lot less far-fetched then what I set about to try and did when I was in my twenties.

tags: ( &bull california &bull favorite &bull san_diego &bull sea_world )

<previous February 04 2004 - 01 Sea World - San Diego, CAnext>

Yesterday was my 30th birthday. It didn't come as too much of a shock. I have been "almost 30" for three years now. I took the day off from work and Ocala and I made an impromptu trip to Sea World. It was a lot of fun. Just wandered around and looked at animals all day. It was super nice and relaxing, as I have been working crazy hours these days.

tags: ( &bull california &bull san_diego &bull sea_world )

<previous November 30 2003 - 01 Santa Monica, CAnext>

A shot through the window while waiting for pizza.

tags: ( &bull california &bull neon &bull pizza &bull santa_monica )

<previous November 20 2003 - 01 San Diego, CAnext>

This is a shot early one morning during siggraph 2003 (a computer graphics conference) from the 24th floor of a hotel near the San Diego Convention Center.

tags: ( &bull architecture &bull bridge &bull california &bull san_diego &bull waterfront )

<previous November 03 2003 - 01 Venice, CAnext>

A street sign down in Venice, CA. It was just one of those things I passed by at first, then kept thinking about it. Seemed odd that all that bouncing light was going to go unnoticed, so ran back and I snapped a pic.

tags: ( &bull california &bull venice )

<previous October 28 2003 - 01 Malibu, CAnext>

A beetle in Malibu.

tags: ( &bull california &bull malibu )

<previous October 21 2003 - 01 Malibu, CAnext>

A month in the making, I call it "Bottle at Camp". ;)

tags: ( &bull california &bull malibu )

<previous September 15 2003 - 01 Venice, CAnext>

Feet mingle on part of a sidewalk in Venice near the beach.

tags: ( &bull california &bull venice )

<previous September 13 2003 - 17 Mid Californianext>

"Our battered suitcases were piled on the sidewalk again; we had longer ways to go. But no matter, the road is life." - Jack Kerouac

tags: ( &bull california &bull uhaul )

<previous September 13 2003 - 16 Cat Show, Santa Monica, CAnext>
A cat jumping behind glass (its very much alive, if you were wondering).
tags: ( &bull california &bull cat_show &bull santa_monica )

<previous September 06 2003 - 01 Santa Monica, Californianext>
A view of Santa Monica pier I took over the sumer. That ferris wheel is a pretty prominent landmark, I always look for it along the beach to see how far away from home I am.
tags: ( &bull architecture &bull california &bull santa_monica &bull waterfront )

<previous September 04 2003 - 01 Camping in Malibu in CAnext>
The moon shows a bit before disappearing at sunrise. I was freezing my butt off when I took this shot, hard to keep the camera steady. It was the first one I took after waking up early in camp and heading off. Fifteen minutes later I was too hot. : ) If you look closely at the back hills, you can see two layers of them, one a little bluer.
tags: ( &bull california &bull malibu )

<previous September 02 2003 - 01 Camping in Malibu in CAnext>
The view as I climbed up the hillside at dawn in Malibu.
tags: ( &bull california &bull malibu )

<previous September 01 2003 - 01 Venice, CAnext>

Hmmm.... now how should I do this?.. People have been asking me if I had an "about" page ever since I put this site up. I have been looking around at what other people do for theirs and trying to decide what to do for mine. I originally felt that this whole site was an "about" page.... felt very internet-y (like that word?) to have a separate little page.. so I decided it would be cool to do it just as a post and link to it. So here it is. Ok... so there is a start.. now..

Should I go into a big personal monologue about myself? Like...

As a child I was born in 1974 and grew up in Southern Illinois. I spent my school days distracted by what the wind was telling me out the window and my summer days out in the woods behind my parent's trailer park chasing it. Most of what I know about life I learned out there. People ask me how long I have been into photography and I never know how to answer that question really. But I think one of the main motivations came from my father who was paraplegic and couldn't go hiking himself. I would come home and try to explain to him what I had seen. This is when I started learning how to draw, drawing him maps of everywhere I had been. I think that is when I really learned to see. I don't know if that really answers the question, but it is what I think about when people ask. If only I had a camera back then...

As it is, I have always loved photography, but only became a photographer when I could afford to. Out of highschool I started doing color correction work on photographs for print at an ad agency. I looked with envy at all the photographers they worked with. I borrowed slr's while I was in college to get through the photography classes I took. I just started using little point and shoot film cameras all the time. Finally a few years ago now I bought a small digital camera and found myself taking pictures all the time. I post some of those early shots on this site from time to time. Things have just kind of kept going from there.. to me making this site.

Or... should I do ... an FAQ? To get through all the cold facts...

Do you have an about page?
Yes.

What camera are you using?
Pictures on this site are divided between three cameras... a Kodak DC4800, a Canon D60 and now my Canon 10D. But please I beg of you, try to critque the pictures and not the camera... some of my favorites I took with my little point and shoot Kodak. : ) I miss the days when people said, "You took that with a digital camera!!"... now I get "Your camera takes great pictures."

Who is this Ocala you always mention?
A girl I saw on the steps one day and couldn't get out of my head for two years. Then she and I met and we immediately became best friends... and now she is my girl for always.

Do you use Photoshop? How much do you Photoshop your pictures?
Yeah, I love Photoshop. As I hinted to above, I have used Photoshop on a professional basis for quite awhile doing color correction. With the photography on this site I try and keep the photoshop work toward the same kind of stuff I did in the dark room... I just always try to keep my pictures honest to the experience. Its not a rule.. just usually what I have been after. There is just something about the truth of the picture I had to wake up at 5.30 to catch the morning light, rather than just bumping the saturation in Photoshop. I am not usually into a lot of manipulation. That being said, I will almost always tell you in the post if I did heavy manipulation. Sometimes that is what the pictures wants.

Why is this site called "Forgottengrain"? You trying to be deep or sumpin?
I am so glad you asked that question, since I am eager to go into another big diatribe. : ) The site was originally here so my family and ocala's could keep up with where we were at and what we were up to. The meaning of the name is summed up in the quote from the post I did before this. It is just based on the idea that we over look so many things that we depend on everyday and that there is a flow to everything... one of those hippie things I learned in the woods.

Why are the pictures resizable?
cuz.

I am sensing a bit of sarcasm in your writing.
That's not even a question.

Or... maybe I should just open it up for people who actually know me to say a word or two (eek maybe no one will write anything... that would be super embarrassing).. or just open it up for questions in the comments...

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"... in Wildness is the preservation of the World. Every tree sends its fibers forth in search of the Wild. The cities import it at any price. Men plow and sail for it. From the forest and wilderness come the tonics and barks which brace mankind..."

- Henry David Thoreau

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<previous August 25 2003 - 01 Camping in Malibu in CAnext>
Sorry I haven't posted in a bit. I was giving forgottengrain a little bit of a makeover (or makeunder depending on how you look at it). I haven't been happy with the bad wrap that any horizontal pic was getting on my site. I found myself far too often trying to make a vertical composition out of an already beautiful horizontal one just because I want a nice big pic for my post. While I sometimes appreciate being given challenges like that, I found it pushing me away from my instincts. I also wanted to simplify things so that the current post was given center stage as it were. Now both the screen resolution deprived and the detail dependent can enjoy the site equally well. You get a small pic when you come to the site, but all the new posts here on in will have resizable pictures. At any rate, enough with the techno babble... we went camping up in Malibu for a night with two of our friends. Caught this pic as I raced down the road to catch some sunlight.
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Some flowers from the Malibu hike a couple weekends back.

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"I learned this, at least, by my experiment; that if one advances confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected in common hours." - Thoreau from Walden

I accidentally did this to one of my pictures while trying to recover it from being well under exposed. It reminded me of ink drawings I used to do when I just got into college. In fact I would mistake it for one if I didn't know better. It gave me an urge to dig out my old sketch books. I found myself looking at how far I had come since then. In a ten year old notebook I had written several quotes from Andreas Deja that I had heard from a documentary on the making of the Little Mermaid. Funny that he was at my work just a couple of weeks ago giving the animators tips.

I could never afford a camera back then. I drew everything, which was an adventure in itself, but once in a while I wish I could go back and hand that me a camera just to see what pictures he would take. I wonder what I would think of my pictures from now back then.

I would venture to guess that I would be really excited by what I have managed to do and equally disappointed that I wasn't out photographing right now and every moment.

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We went hiking in Malibu's hills again last weekend. Ocala had her first run in with a rattle snake. Quite a new experience for her. She spotted it right before I step on it. After a bit of hissing and rattling it left us in peace. (Its not in the pic, incase you're lookin) : )

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Spent the day wandering around the docks down in Long Beach a few weeks back looking for inspiration on a project I have been thinking about doing.

The sky was dark and saturated that day and the buildings seemed to pop out in the viewfinder of my camera ( a polarizer emphasized the effect all the more). I wanted to catch that with the photographs. The water tower seemed to glow like a beacon in the sky. I thought this one was a strange composition, the way the telephone poles line up with the lit side of the building and divide it evenly in perspective. The building had interesting lion heads for decoration in rows on both fronts of the structure. Just realized I don't have a picture of them ready. I will have to search back through my photos and post one. : )

Even across the dock the water tower still caught my attention. Shot this one through a hole in a fence. The most interesting places were guarded by fences. Isn't that always the way.

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I always love telephone poles in landscapes. I know I said something similar on here before, but I just love the contrast of technology and nature that they instill in the photograph.

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We all stared quitely out the windows for a while on the drive back and listened to music as vineyards scrolled by.

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Another shot on the way back. We were near a town called Gilroy, CA which smelled intensely of garlic.

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Afta kept very close watch from the screen door over the young birds as they grew.

She was very excited as they began to explore around the porch, hopping across the chairs.

And with that, they were gone. I felt like Tony Soprano watching the ducks fly away as I stared into the "empty" pot that served as their nest.

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Sorry I haven't posted in a while. It will probably be that way for a little while. Work has had me really busy and I haven't had time to go out and shoot anything. Things should calm down soon.

The babies have hatched and are growing quickly.

Shot this today, five days after the one above. Now that they have their feathers growing in they have been spending today stretching their wings. Won't be long before they are off.

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A night at the beach.

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Its the most awesome thing. I noticed a couple of weeks ago that a mourning dove has chosen a pot on our steps/entryway to nest. I was astounded when I first saw it. We just sat there a foot away from one another blinking in silence. Our neighbor who shares the same steps says that the same thing happened last year and they had three hatchlings. For now we are all just careful not to disturb it with all our comings and goings.

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I wandered down to the beach one night on a break from working late and the soft cyan glowing "AT O" spoke to me.

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Nine of us camped out at Black Rock campground in Joshua Tree National Park this weekend. We all had a lot of fun. Thanks to all my friends for putting up with my constant wandering off and snapping photos. : )

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The other day Ocala and I went out to eat with some friends and as we were walking across the street we could hear very well the hum of the power lines. Reminded everyone of the anime "Serial Experiments: Lain".

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Never underestimate the power of wearing a costume on the sexually repressed male, but enough about me... We went to the Ren Fair!!

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A million things happening at once at an intersection on the way home from work and again I see myself going in two directions.

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This is part of a plastic fire hydrant that had been painted over. I found the texture of the paint that couldn't hold its grip on the plastic interesting and thought it best to capture and preserve it for future generations. : )

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Dodge the poop.

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When I was a little kid I used to sit and stare into the grass by my feet and try to imagine what it would be like to be tiny crawling though that environment. How different the world would be and how private and secret it could be as well.

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A discarded sign on the sidewalk.

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The sunset on a building across the alley behind our apartment.

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It was an overcast day, so I don't think the photos turned out so well, but I did like this shot of all the birds in flight. No birds were harmed or photoshop-ed in during the making of this shot. : )

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Ocala and I wandered out into the mountains near Malibu today. It was good to get away from the rush of things.

And then down to the beach to watch the surfers and scare the birds. :)

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Weather from the ocean is quite interesting here. The clouds behave differently than what I am used to.

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This tree was amazing. The bark was flowing over the whole surface. I didn't expect this picture to turn out, but as it is, its a favorite.

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Bounced light on a door to a closed down restaurant.

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Poor tree, but I liked the effect that time and growth has had on the letters.

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Everyday down at the beach new graffiti goes up. It is really cool. Makes me wonder how many coats are on those walls.

The glow of the beach sand on the shimmer of the paint.

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Peace sign in pavement down by venice beach, complete with green drinking straw.

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Another picture on the way home from work. I am always on my way home at what photographers call "the golden hour", so its hard to resist the urge to snap a few. : )

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Ride home from work the other day.

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We've turned the weekend routine of doing laundry into a pleasant weekly ritual. In that rat race of everything it is actually a comfort to have some rituals. We go to a laundry mat and have been going early in the morning and getting coffee and a bagel for the wait. While our clothes spin away in the antiquated machines we sit and talk about whatever comes to mind. I have found myself looking forward to it each week.

On a side note, after a few comments about wondering what I looked like. It got me thinking about doing an "about" page. I was happy to point out a place where I actually do show up in the pictures and I appreciated the comment, but I decided I didn't want to put up such a page. Seemed to undermine why I started doing this blog in the first place. (I am worried this is going to sound like arguing, when really it just brought up a train of thought) The whole page is about me. Every picture is a self portrait in a way, a very real way. I grew up in a fashion that always made me feel like I was an intergral part of the environment and vice versa. The Forgotten Grain title was based around that feeling... you know.. when you are a little kid and you are moving.. or just going on a car trip with your parents and you look back at your house and watch it go... you appreciate it in a whole different light. You even notice things you never did before. This site just gave me a way of looking back at them again, those moments. Its funny but I bet I frequent this site more than all others combined. : ) Staring at the pictures of the tracks where I grew up when I feel homesick or the picture of Cal everyday because... well ... just because.

I really appreciate all the comments lately. I have been amazed and suprised anyone even looks at these besides myself. I always feel like I take pictures that are only interesting to myself. I just realized yesterday that two of my all time favorite photoblogs have links to mine. What a compliment! It made me realize I need to update my links section. : ) I went immediately and revoted for them at photoblogs.org. You should too. They are perpetualkarma and shutterbabe.org. Another one of my favorites is waytoblue.org. At any rate thanks all.

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Outside of work, I appreciated the texture of the sign.

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A post with some history.

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I love bounced light. This is the door to a closed down restaruant.

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Bubbles near the Santa Monica Pier.

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VW Vans are everywhere in the neighborhood near work. This particular orange one caught my eye on several occasions when I didn't have my camera. Finally with camera in hand I got this shot early in the morning. I cropped it from the original, thought the composition was better this way.

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This is a new favorite. Just a quick shot I took to document the yellow growth on the cement. The composition looked nice to me with the fence breaking through diagonally. For me what saves it is the one yellow/red leaf that offsets all the colors.

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A windy chilly day at the beach at lunch.

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A privacy fence, they are all over here and with the crowds you can understand why.

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<previous March 30 2003 - 01 next>

We wandered around Venice,CA this afternoon. There is a skate park on the beach.

This extremely young tiny fellow knew his way around a board and was right at home among the swarm of skaters.

I am hoping on getting down there with a camera a lot, as it is where I eat lunch most days.

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A discarded polaroid in the grass.

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A windy day makes palm trees a hazard.

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A potted plant takes the sobriety test early in the morning by the backdoor to work while the power is out.

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"White" in red where the grass is greener.

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Another shot from the pier at Venice Beach. I appreciated the quiet of that day. This picture really reminds me of that. Something about the texture of the water gives the illusion that this is a miniature to me.

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Well, its final. I am moving to LA. I have been hired by a company called Blur in Venice. It should be interesting. I stood on the beach and took it all in.

The day I left for the weekend my 19 yr old cat went blind. I found myself obsessed with sunlight staring down in the water. Cliche' I know, but things like that make you appreciate what you have.

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A dog eyes me cautiously, yet lazily, as I snap his picture in a walkway.

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